Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Holidaze 2012

Is the world coming to an end on the 21st?  Hope not.  I still have fences to mend with my mom and only sister.  We have made a good start at reconciliation on Thanksgiving.  Recently we talked via Skype for my birthday.  My mom recognized me.  Yipee!  Made me feel good as I am her first born and it was my 39+ birthday.  (:-)

What next?  I don't have a road map on how to fix what was broken - trust.  Will I ever completely trust them gain?  Maybe?  My mom is in no mental state to be deceptive and to manipulate her family.  Her passive-aggressive days are over.  If she was in a better mental state, would mommy dearest be her old self?  Or not?  Probably!  My sister was just a unwitting helper in this drama of cruel gossip.

Time to put away the hurt and bad feelings.

Happy holidays & new cheer to all.

Merry Mary

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